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Sep 26

Letters to my Sons: The Grace of Moses’ Failure

The Grace of Failing

Remember… from whence you’ve traveled
A waste howling, desert land
As eagle’s brood, He’s carried you
But for grace alone… you stand

No one else could ever manage
Your forsakenness, He shared
Only He knew, that friends were few
True communion… place prepared

Heaven’s glory incarnated
Seven oceans in a thimble
Reduction’s proof… detentioned truth
So much more than shadowed symbol

Shadows are but faithful pointers
That substance is nearby
Outlined the form, in Moses’ dorm
“To know him”… was Moses’ cry

Overwhelming presence staggers
Deep calls out to deepest ends
For face to face… spirits embrace
God and Moses, two old friends

Only friends called, when conversing
About Jerusalem’s street
Spoke of decease, bloody lamb’s fleece
Son of man and Moses… meet

He was there when Son transfigured
Closest friends surround, most wise
Stood side by side… encouraged by
Man who died… short… of the prize

Moses called from plains of Moab
To view from Nebo’s height
Five score and twenty… sees land of plenty
Fruited plain, coastal delight

Splendid view, this land of promise
Pisgah’s scenery consider
Though deep and wide… access denied
Humblest man stands… un-bitter

(Buried in Moab’s valley…
Lot his father… and granddad
Incest scandal, internment handled
Now in death… no honor had)

Yet his eyes were 20/20
His natural force… resplendent
A focused friend…prophetic end
God’s sepulchered attendant

Centuries later, we see clearer
Failure… was not his master
Moses’ behavior… silhouetted savior
Friend of God was shadow caster

Son of God sees Moses’ contour
Cast from countenance… altered
Promise un-gained… unspoken shame
he encouraged Son… un-faultered

He spoke of a brazen altar
As though fashioned by his hand
Where lambs were slain, that bore God’s name
Though denied… of Promised Land

He speaks of reflective laver
That would mirror altar’s flame
And daily baths, for future paths…
Crossed within the gate… of shame

He tells him of a candlestick
a vine…and all its fingers
where nations stand, enlightened…and
a table…where men lingered

in the presence of their Savior
taking broken,living bread
Their portioned piece, in wine…released
the power of the Godhead

seen in each blueprinted template
is expounded…when the real
manifested…fully tested
Moses weighty words appeal

He shared of many witnesses
excited…interceeding
the righteous dead, want life instead
lead them captive…they’re pleading

Moses words, as incense powder
releasing vapors…higher
One little hint…a fragrant scent
stirred coals of censered fire

Moses whispers…into God’s ear
encouraged towards hope’s seal
curtain removed and fullness viewed
no more shadows of the real

Face to face stood this man of law
Leading nation … manna fed
Past daily chore, to gather more
He humbly handles Heaven’s bread

To prepare him for Jerusalem
Slain lamb’s foundational place
This righteous robe… Golgatha’s pose
Son and sin, soon… face to face

Clarity, just when it’s needed
Son of man, with friends, remained
With Moses’ nod, the friend of God
Suffering servant… is sustained…

By the words… of one who thirsted
And smote the flinty rock
Who when provoked… he should have spoke
Flowing waters to unlock

But now he stands as one who held
The message of “once smitten”
This time… he speaks … to him who seeks
To fulfill all that “is written”

Father truly pleased… to bruise him
With Moses …all things discussed
A smiting wrath… for man’s behalf
That shall cause mankind to trust

Fellowship… that fell the farther
By smiting… shall be restored
By cloven flint… men shall repent
And thirst for these waters… poured

Friend of God… gracious reminder
Sent unto the Son… most high
By meekest man… Lamb understands
Smiting love… that draws men nigh

Flinty Christ… the rock of ages
Cleft and smitten… ill demise
Without regret… Son’s heart is set
Moses’ words now satisfy

All while disciples were sleeping
The will of God, was awake
Son of man heard, by Moses’ words
Brazen altar’s coals… were raked

Son encouraged by this servant
To pursue communion’s breach
For Moses stood, as man who would
Die before his promise… reached

Men of failure… are God’s closest
Fellowship… their only thirst
As mercy trades… bitterness fades
Who was last becomes the first

Moses’ house seems more substantial
Things eternal… held in view
Domestic frame shows founder’s name
So remember… Moses’ clue

From surrounding fence through portal
Brazen altar, brassy laver
Holy Place door starts priestly chore
Second level of love’s labor

By candlestick and shewbread desk
Light for tabled… face to face
Behind…the door, the veil… before
Incense altar in its place

Access gained by invitation
Because of blood that poured
Through linen veil, Cherubim’s sail
Stand before Ark of the Lord

Cubic room was filled with darkness
Circumspective sight sees pure
Glorious grace, found inter-laced
Here’s the purpose of this tour

Remember… estate’s decorum
Much hides inside the rough
Each tent peg waits…for face to face
Abiding presence… is enough

Remember… Moses’ blueprints
Their form and fit and function
Shadowed the real, now shadows filled
With a present-perfect unction

Suffered servant is still reigning
Reigning king is still serving
Mercy’s speaking, always seeking
Faithful shepherd is still herding

Lion of Judah is still roaring
Highest Priest … interceding
Lamb forgiving, ever living
Where two or three are meeting

Take time to muse what you have read
Remember…what it poses
For most of all, as shadows fall
Christ is… the house of Moses

Lovedmadlydeeplymuchly… papa